• struggling

    I want to do so many things but I’m sitting here watching the day pass reminding myself of all the things that need to be done. This depression takes hold and I can’t complete a single task, not a single one. I berate myself in my head. …Why can’t you just do it? It’s not

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  • Imagine

    I keep seeing a post saying “Imagine making pancakes at 2 am with the love of your life.” But what if you were hosting the carne asada? To me that is love. That is home. That resonates so much more. With Love, GV Rioz

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  • Waiting

    Sometimes I feel like the time won’t end The day drags on and the light above me makes an annoying sound that pushes my brain into an oblivion I wait But I’m not sure what for Am I waiting for love? No I don’t think I believe in that anymore Am I waiting for a

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  • You

    I hope that you know that there is still someone out there who loves you they admire the way you go through life the struggles you endure gracefully makes them find the courage to go through their own How you get up from heart ache and brush yourself off and keep going you don’t let

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  • Hope

    Can I hold your hand when I say this? You are worth so much more than they ever showed you YOU are worthy of a love that brings happiness to your eyes, heart, and mind. Beauty surrounds you in all that you do. Just know if no one else has said this to you You

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  • Destroyer

    Destroyer

    The sounds of the bombs surrounded us and I grabbed her hand so we could run. I told her to never look back, the life we had the home it was still there just now it was in our memory. We would have that home once again. Far in the future we would find a

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  • Ghosts

    I hear the whispers and the shame that follows the anxiety that builds inside of me when I remember Sharing intimate secrets and moments with a stranger it seems so unrealistic I want to hold on to the devil I know because when you hurt me It’s expected, it’s nothing new It’s exactly what I

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  • Dropped

    And when the other shoe dropped this time I didn’t fall apart I didn’t cry I didn’t reach out again I just let those feelings die At some point we have to stop holding on to what is not meant for us and allow the universe to bring in what is no matter the hurt

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  • Trust

    The problem with trusting someone is that eventually they break that trust you open your heart and soul and they look deep within and somewhere along the lines they decide you are not worth the work they would need to put in But it’s not you who are covered in lies and sin It’s because

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  • A want but not a need

    I’ve wanted this for so long But now that it’s in my grasp I’m hesitant to just go along I hold out my hand but feel the need to pull it back I want to meet you where you are and not be afraid of the next act But there have been so many lost

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