Poetry With Me

I’m holding onto feelings of limerence and realizing that ADHD causes these fluctuations in my brain making me feel as if Love makes you go insane.

But it is because you disappear that I have these fake feelings of joy when I see you.

Like a dog I forget things about you and then there you are and suddenly I’m excited, but wait.

Love shouldn’t feel like this

Wait

Love shouldn’t leave me so breathless and full of tears and this momentum that drags out my fears, yes, just

wait

I can’t tell if I love you or if this is a trick, so please

wait

Maybe it’s because I asked you to stay

You knew this wasn’t love so you run away

and you make me wait

wait

to forget how I felt and fall back into the moments I thought this was love

yes I wait

I forget

I wait

I see your face and then I’m lightened up again

But this time I pray I don’t wait.

With Love,

Gv Rioz