Poetry With Me

I’m so tired of loving someone who made it clear they don’t care whether or not I’m apart of their life

I’m so tired of thinking of this person.

Of seeing their name or photo and my eyes filling with tears

Anxiety and stress and heartbreak seeping into my soul and aching through my body

I’m so tired of being this person who is attached to them

Of being the person who would wait a million years for their love

I’m so tired of replaying a conversation in my head the one when they said that something popped up on their social that made them think of me…

it took something popping up on a feed for me to be thought of…

it took months for them to remember I existed?

…

And yet every single day I wake with them on my mind and fall asleep wishing I was next to them.

I am so tired.

So fucking tired of loving someone who never loved me.

Always,

GV Rioz